Summer's End

.well..I don't know why they flew Karr all the way here from Thailand. I could have saved them the trouble and told them he wasn't guilty. Heck..most of us could have figured that out. If you can't get the facts right yet you insist you did the crime, something isn't right. I guess now they may be able to get him on other charges related to other situations. He's a sicko no matter how you look at it. Somehow I believe he should be charged with a crime just for telling people details about a sick crime he didn't commit. If he can think up those details about a young girl, he's got no right to be out and about in the world IMO. .Life is busy..I start school in a week but I have been working like crazy at getting my classroom prepared. Also readying my house for a yearly birthday party that brings all of my family members together at once. Its never my favorite thing. I keep wondering when I will finally break down and request Xanax. .RockStar has been uneventful. Not as good as last year. And after seeing Dilana's bitchy side I just don't want her to win. She's mean. She's selfish. She's mean. We all saw it. Put us out of our misery and choose the winner already. How many weeks are left of this?? Soon it will be time for Grey's Anatomy. That will make me smile. I tried watching Windfall this summer. Its so full of depressing and downward spiral drama. Not much in the way of fun or cheeriness. At least on Grey's there's always some glimmer of something that makes you smile. We started watching season 1 of "Lost" on DVD. Pretty good stuff. I'm hooked on that. .Summer is nearly over..I can still hear the chirping of the crickets. I always try to notice when the last chirp is heard as I head into autumn. I never seem to remember when that is. Vacation at the ocean awaits me in 10 more months :). But until then there's the chill in the air with crisp leaves falling to the ground..and bare bleak November..Holiday season and tree decorating..all good things in their own way. I'm tired tonight and my anxiety level has been high this week. Remembering good things helps me. I always read blogs about people who are trying or have tried meds for their anxiety. But I keep telling myself I can handle it. Plus then I'd be anxious about the meds side effects. So its easier for me to plow through it all and create relaxation wherever I can...peace.