Standstill

Things feel like they are at a standstill..although in some ways its not a bad thing. Still at home recovering from a surgery i didn't plan on. However someone up there knew I was dealing with a lot of anxiety and stress --because this has been the cure. I found myself cursing the need for the surgery/and now looking at it honestly ..I see it as a much needed respite ---when so many things were feeling overwhelming at once. So i've had time and time is a good thing. I'm recovering and resting but feeling so much better..